This is a poetic memoir about my years misdiagnosed as mentally ill (when all I was was Aspergers), all the medications and drugs I was given that almost killed me. When I finally found a reputable psychiatrist he helped me off the meds and I almost did die. Living with permanent nerve damage this is the story of how I went down the rabbit hole, lost everything and then in no small part because of the love of a good cat, how I built my life back and found